“I was lying in my bed this morning and all of a sudden I got this really sharp pain right by my heart. I felt like I was getting stabbed in the heart. It lasted for about 15 seconds. My thoughts were racing and I was trying to breathe heavy to get it to go away and I thought I was going to die. This is the part where it applies to every single one of you. I’ve tried to take my life before, I’ve wanted to die so many times in my life, but when I felt like something was going to kill me without my control, all of those thoughts stopped. In my mind I was begging I would be okay. No matter how much you hate the world, no matter how much you hate yourself, there are answers that are better than death. Believe me. There are people that love you. I love you, for crying out loud. There are people who would be a wreck if you were gone. There is a reason we are all on this Earth, I promise you, even if you don’t see it now. If you’re feeling alone, know that the world can be a lonely place but it would be lonelier without you in it.”—Hayley Williams (via imaginaryenemy-)
Q: What do you think is SHINee’s charm that has taken captive of the Japanese fans? Minho: Jonghyun hyung’s confidence! I’m kidding (laugh) It’s embarrassing to say it myself, but wouldn’t it be our always hard working image?
Q: Then what is a new charm of SHINee that you discovered over the year? Minho: Jonghyun hyung’s cuteness! He got cuter with age. (laugh)
I usually look at the worst possible side of every situation, and I make big deals out of the simple things. Too often, I let my emotions take over my thoughts then I end up getting over emotional for the stupidest reason. Others can’t understand how I feel and I never bother to explain because my problems are the ones I create for myself and they don’t actually exist. I know over-thinking only leads to unhealthy thoughts but there’s nothing I can do to stop myself.